Feeling Weighed Down
It’s been a while since I’ve felt such a heavy, disjointed, and downright awful mood. It’s clear that there’s something more to us than just our physical bodies; it feels like a concrete slab has been placed on my chest, making it hard to breathe. Actually, it’s not just a mood. It’s resentment. A resentment that has taken root deep in my soul and is suffocating me. And how difficult it is to pull it out from there!
But all of this stems from the fact that we are all dependent on someone or something. And that’s terrifying. Or at least it is for strong people. For others, maybe it doesn’t matter at all.
Anyway, I don’t want to think about it—I’d rather not take any action. As they say, I’ll think about it tomorrow…